he melts my heart. i just can't believe he'll be four months next week! he's becoming such a big boy. as much as i want him to grow up and develop normally, i also want him to stay my little baby : ) i snuggle him in my arms when he falls asleep nursing, cherishing this bond that we have. however, i know that as his mother i'm going to help his daddy mold him into a strong man, a man able to take care of his own family someday. i pray my nurturing gives him the confidence and skills to do that.